Monday, November 19, 2007 @7:14 PM
its interesting why i'm still blogging. haha. but i remembered once when i read all my previous post, it reminded me of how i felt at that point of time. and i guess it gives me a warm fuzzy feeling, and also i can read how much i have been through, to reach this point in time. =) 2 more weeks till my last paper and one sem is over! OVER! the excitement is building up, plus the anxiety that goes along as the exams are nearing. How i hated being in a university in the first place, mainly because of the hard work i have to put in. To me finally coming over that fact, and admitting it. How i myself is surprise and accomplised that i can work and study the same time. I guess through these few hard weeks, i learnt more about myself.
i'm a shy person in first glance, and i don't really like it. hehe. want to make friends, good lasting ones, and first impression counts alot. i want to change to become more talkative or more approachable kind, but many atimes i have no idea what to talk about, or i run out of ideas to say. in conclusion, i guess i rather just be myself, i long to make friends, but in the end it gets over my head, how i cant even start a light conversation with people, or why people don't start any with me. i feel sad, and unhappy at times. funny stuff right.. so i guess i just admit to this sad fact.
after this 2 weeks i have so much to do, and so many friends to catch up on. i don't wish to lose any of them, and i have been missing in action for quite some time. don't really want to go on msn, cause i don't really like to end a conversation for my studies.. haha.
all the best to my exams! can't wait for it to end! =)